You're last sentence is way off but I agree with the rest of your post.
I want to win it all, I just didn't want us to take our swing too early. For awhile it looked like I was wrong about needing to build our foundation before star hunting what with CP balling out for us. But in the end, we didn't win it all and that's all I really care about. IMO CamJ was still a few years from his peak, Ayton was still a few years from his peak, Bridges wasn't quite ready and CP's sunset was coming all too soon.
Even saying that though, I still loved the trade up until it eventually led to this Durant decision. I've never disliked a Suns decision as much as this one. Not even close. I think it's incredibly foolhardy. That isn't me saying we can't possibly win it all now, it's me saying the risks greatly outweigh our chances of winning it all. And that won't change if we win it all. I'll be happy but I'll still believe we were foolish to not protect one or more of those picks.