My Dad is gonna have open heart surgery tomorrow. Full valve replacement and bypass. I'm terrified. Anyone who knows me in person knows how close me and my Dad are. This has been without question, the most difficult week of my life. I'm just a wreck. Being strong for the fam but just totally losing it when I'm alone. I know thoughts and prayers are the butt of a lot of jokes right now, but I'll take all the help I can get. I've never been so humbled and scared in my life. Sorry for not posting for a while. Hope all of you are well and happy and healthy.