Learned Something

Gee! · January 14th, 2007, 02:27 AM

Im moving out my house, cuz I need to for my own sanity and it just doesnt make sense to pay this much for just me..

I been going thru things..

So I get to things Ive avoided for years.. A cedar chest..

In a trunk I found a whole lot of things..

-Baby boxing gloves
-Baby book that tells funny stories about my young violent behavior at age 3-4 lol
-Pics of my family that are crazy

Now I understand it all, and why Imma lil looney lol.. It explains how my pops beat my mom in the stomach while she was pregnant with me and broke her ribs..

Polaroid pics with my mom holding me and my pops looking like a dip****..

Wow man.. wow..

Just thought Id share cuz Im drunk, but not the violent type no more.. But I hope this all makes sense why I did what I did before I got banned 2 years ago..

Im sorry

Linderbee · January 14th, 2007, 05:58 AM

We love you, Gee...

Lefty · January 14th, 2007, 10:18 AM

Never knew why you got banned but it's good to see you back.

Jersey Girl · January 14th, 2007, 11:29 AM

How are you feeling today, my friend?

English on tour · January 14th, 2007, 12:55 PM

alright mate?

just never come to England

SpokaneCardfan · January 14th, 2007, 11:22 PM

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Originally Posted by English on tour

alright mate?

just never come to England

Best of luck my friend , you are making a good decision.

Gee! · January 15th, 2007, 02:16 AM

32 convinced me not to have this thread deleted.. I was asking her to delete it...

I just wanna say when I said I was going thru things, I was talking about personal things, like items, not mental things lol.. My mental health is at an all time high..

My main intention was to say sorry.. I know I was a knucklehead.. But on here Imma try and be the best I can.. Outside of here, I prolly will have relapes from time to time.. But thats just me being me.. I dont think I could change it if I tried.. I was built to take crap off no one.. And anyone that has tailgated with me or been with me in Cards Stadium with me knows it, I pride myself in things I care about..

Been thru it all seen it all.. Next time wont be a suprise, will have a better understanding of how to act.. I credit bleedingred for taking me under his wing and showing me things.. He was patient for years when I acted up but he finally got thru.. He is definitly the Cards Godfather..

Now lets bring on 2007 and the Whiz..

CARDINALS LOCOS FOREVER ESA!!!

Mr.Dibbs · January 15th, 2007, 11:43 AM

Reading your post is like reading Charles Bukowski. And I mean that as a compliment. You should get a notebook. Glad you're back- I got tired of reading about online dating and Hanson.

Gee! · January 15th, 2007, 05:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Oran

Reading your post is like reading Charles Bukowski. And I mean that as a compliment. You should get a notebook. Glad you're back- I got tired of reading about online dating and Hanson.

Good to see your still around.. Not quite sure who Charles Bukowski is, and I even googled him.. All I got was "Barflys"..

Still got your band together?

Gee! · January 15th, 2007, 06:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Gee!

Good to see your still around.. Not quite sure who Charles Bukowski is, and I even googled him.. All I got was "Barflys"..

Still got your band together?

BTW.. I remember you asking me about rappers and what not one time.. Well here's the dude I was doing my thing with back in the day.. This one of my good friends.. He my family and he still trying to do it.. He got some things going on.. He's got about 4 songs on his page.. Check it out..

http://www.myspace.com/rudymacmusic

Red Dawn · January 15th, 2007, 06:40 PM

Hey Gee, glad you are doing well.

I read some Bukowski in my rebellious youth. He was an amazing writer and poet in spite of the fact that he was a chronic alcoholic; he had a very hard life but he wrote it all down beautifully. Most of his writing is not for the easily offended. I googled him to try to find a short story he wrote (it involved a man who was shrunk down to 6 inches tall...iirc his adventures included being hunted by a cat, and also being used as a "toy" by a woman). I think I found it, but while looking I found an amazing site with some actual manuscripts/poems that can be viewed:

Bukowski Poems and Manuscripts

Gee! · January 15th, 2007, 07:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Red Dawn

Hey Gee, glad you are doing well.

I read some Bukowski in my rebellious youth. He was an amazing writer and poet in spite of the fact that he was a chronic alcoholic; he had a very hard life but he wrote it all down beautifully. Most of his writing is not for the easily offended. I googled him to try to find a short story he wrote (it involved a man who was shrunk down to 6 inches tall...iirc his adventures included being hunted by a cat, and also being used as a "toy" by a woman). I think I found it, but while looking I found an amazing site with some actual manuscripts/poems that can be viewed:

Bukowski Poems and Manuscripts

hhhmm.. omnly read one of them poems and I see where you and Oran are saying now.. Interesting.. Thought I was alone and one of a kind lol..That dude is a pimp in my book. (Bukowski)...

But hey Red Dawn.. When you sat next to me at the game this year, I was already ok, you met the toned down Gee lol.. Imagine the amped up one, thats why I was apologizing in this thread.. Im startring to hate the old Gee!.. i m might just go Pariah on here and change my name to Chad..

Naaawwwww.. I gotta be proud of my nickname.. It aint just a MB name.. Its a name my friends from 20 years ago that gave me..

Red Dawn · January 15th, 2007, 07:48 PM

Hey Gee, everyone has their ups and downs, the trick is to learn from your mistakes. I didnt grow up until I hit 35 or so. If you are going to change your name, and since you are kinder and gentler....maybe you should just lose the exclamation point

Gee! · January 15th, 2007, 08:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Red Dawn

Hey Gee, everyone has their ups and downs, the trick is to learn from your mistakes. I didnt grow up until I hit 35 or so. If you are going to change your name, and since you are kinder and gentler....maybe you should just lose the exclamation point

Never change my name lol.. Not sure Im kinder or genterler either lol... Just more aware and smart about what Im doing.. I understand there is a line between being a jackass and doing things for a real reason now..

Anyone that wanna kick back with me on lawn chairs with pink flamingos in the yard is more than welcome..

Im just trying to have fun now.. drama free..

Mr.Dibbs · January 15th, 2007, 08:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Gee!

Good to see your still around.. Not quite sure who Charles Bukowski is, and I even googled him.. All I got was "Barflys"..

Still got your band together?

Yup: www.myspace.com/thestupors

Charles Bukowski: http://bukowski.net/vault/manuscripts.php